This is an overwhelming time for me. Personally, I am struggling to find my place in my home and balance that with City HOP. Consequently, time spent with Dan is a little edgy on both of our parts. He is trying to find his place in medical school and it has been difficult for him, too. Its frustrating because we have such limited time together, and I'm being edgy and agitated! Help me, God! The atmosphere of the world feels edgy to me, too. There is so much going on in this global spiritual battle. I feel unsettled. God is the ultimate power and authority, so I don't feel afraid. I just want to be hidden in Him. I want to be filled with His Spirit. Looking back, I cry "Why did I wait so long? Is it too late?". How I desire the fullness of God. Its almost as if I cannot bear it. My stomach feels like it just might burst. The hunger for Him is overwhelming. How can I find You? What can I do? Am I even capable of recieving Your fullness? But, there is nothing I can do except ask. It is not of my strength. It is not of my capabilities. All I can do is say "Yes, Jesus, I will seek You. Yes, God, I desire You. Fill me with Your Spirit. Fill me with the fullness of God. Help me to recieve. In Jesus name." So, thats what I'll do. You do the rest, Abba.
Ps 27:4 One thing I have desired from the LORD, that I will seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to pray in His temple.(MKJV)
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Name: Mandy Home: United States About Me: I'm Mandy. Wife, mother, worship leader, photographer and lover of Jesus.
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