Sojourn to Transformation
10.03.2005
Fasting is HARD!!
Today was the first day of a 3 day fast. The headache came on early for me!! Of course, yesterday I was trying to satisfy my cravings in anticipation of fasting. I don't think that helped very much. I made it through about 7:00. Tomorrow, I will try again. Try, try again.

This morning I dyed my hair, and I really like it. Its kind of plum-red or crushed garnet as they called it. I also finished Dan's laundry and cleaned our bedroom. I even made the bed, so that felt good.

Today I have just been filled with thoughts of knowing God. I get so excited when someone I know hears or sees things so clearly from God. Its awesome! Dan hears and sees, and it makes me jealous. I can only go so far on someone elses hearing and seeing. I want it for ME! I want to hear His voice. Its like my heart is just aching and crying out....I want to hear You, God. Speak to me!! Only You can quench this insatiable desire, only You can satisfy this longing of my heart. Encounter me...visit me....draw me away into Your secret place. I am yearning for You. My heart feels as if it might burst within me. Where can I find You? Do not hide Your face from me. You are Adonai who created me and loved me before the foundation of the world, and you love me in spite of my weakness. You are ravished by one glance of my eye, and I do not want to take my eyes off You. Fix my gaze upon You. Set my face like flint, that I would not turn one way or the other. Abba, be my Father. Jesus, be my Lover. Spirit, be my Guide.
Amen and Shalom
posted by Mandy @ 11:18 PM  
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Ps 27:4 One thing I have desired from the LORD, that I will seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to pray in His temple.(MKJV)
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